Dec 25, 2006

Xmas!!

jingle bell...jingle bell...jingle all the way!!
hohohoho...
merry christmas!!
how are you??
time flew by...unrealised
in just a wink of an eye...
here comes the week 11
soon...we will have our examinations...intensive revisions...
whoa!!
what a exhausting way to go...
last but not least...
our FINAL ASSIGNMENT...BISA(BUSINESS INFORMATION SYSTEM AND APPLICATION)
i just cant imagine how are we going to accomplish the assignment...
it is a group work...
but so far what we have done is only 30%...
the dateline is week12
not much time left...
just forget about it for a while!!
let us lay back and enjoy this festive celebration...
not forgetting the coming new year!!
wish you all merry xmas and happy new year!!

Dec 16, 2006

Harry POtter!!

whoa!!
what a tough task!!
at last i finished the book..
HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHOENIX BY J.K.ROWLING
as long as 870pages...
reading such books are not that easy to me..
because i spent most of the time to check the dictionary more than read the story...
but with the feeling of fulfillment...i made it nevertheless~!
hooray!!
i like harry potter!!
hope can read more books from J.K.ROWLING!!!

Flying By~~~

Time...time...time...
24hours per day...1440minutes per day...86400seconds per day...
seems so short and never enough to me...
deducting those hours that we spend to sleep, eat, bath...
it left far too less...
my life continues to go on...
restlessly...
work and no play makes Jack a dull boy...
how about change it a little??
work and no play makes Shane a dull girl..
7days per week...
4days schooling...not to mention i skip one day sometimes
2days working...
1day for Chinese Orchestra and Piano-ing..
left only one day...
not forgetting my stacks of homeworks...
revisions yet to be done...
assignments yet to be accomplished...
breathlessly...
today is 16of December
Christmas is coming soon...follow by New Year...
i am looking forward for it...
hope to have some reminiscent moments with my new friends...
but then i just have the instinct probably i will just spend my day at home...
haiz...
how enjoyable it could be...
yet...to be discovered!!



Dec 3, 2006

Ages~~ages!!

long time no see, how is everybody doing??
hmm...it was a long long period...of businesses...
endless businesses that tend to grow worse due to procrastination

Just to make you clear,,,
i am not involving in any business activities YET...
just stacks of tutorials,
presentations,
courseworks,
to be done...

these are what makes my 24hours shorter than ever...
not forgetting the obsession with the HARRY POTTER...
working hours at night...almost every weekday!!

i wonder how actually how i cope with these all the while...
and what should be celebrating to me..is that i switch my job...
no longer have to work during the night times...
instead just tues and friday..

yeah!!
at least now i have my very own time at night...
doing my practices on my piano and the zhong ruan...
finishing my piles of homeworks...
just have the kind of satisfaction...
haha...stop writing by now...good night
guten nacht

Nov 10, 2006

Back to Blogging Business...
hehe
this sem we are required to do a personal blog!!
but then i had one!!
so no worries!!
be happy!!
today just drop by and tell a little thing..
this Sun...12 november will be my audition na...
so must gambadeh o!!
if so lucky i made through it!!
hehe...i also dont know what i will do then!!

Nov 2, 2006

TiRiNg

now is the 3rd week
everything seems so compact...

since the very first day of english class, our teacher had told us about the presentations to be prepared by us...

firstly the individual presentation...
everybody have to select any free topic to present in the class...but the day of presentation can be selected freely base on first come first in basis...5min...
personally i selected the week 6 monday to have mine...
and my topic will be the introduction to the world of spiders...
luckily nobody have the same topic as mine...because i know they will not...

besides that, we will have another individual talk but it is called the impromptu talk...
maybe you will be wondering...impromptu???what the heck is it?
actually impromptu means a short, unexpected, unprepared...
so you may guess what is it...
and yes
it means teacher will pick students at random and only 10minutes of preparation and 2min of talk...
whoa!!what!!
i am just too scare to be in front of the class and start to be nervous...until everything goes the wrong way...
and that's why i was so quiet when i was in secondary and primary school...

not only that, we will still have another group presentations...
the areas of topics will be given and the talk is about 10min...

starting from week 3 we will be packed with presentations and tutorials...
hohoo!!hysterical!!
Bm-there will be a group presentaiton as well...and the paper work have to be submitted by the week6too, and the presentation will be week 7&8
that means week 3,4,5,6,7,and 8...all busy
not only the preparation, discussions, drafting, printing, mentally preparation as well...
ha!!too many things...
plus we will have another group work
for the FOA, so called fundamental of Acconting.
we will have to present it around week6 too...
as you see...so many many things...
i wonder how can i cope with that...

Oct 13, 2006

SChooliNg AgaiN

hoho!!!to all the Diploma and Advanced Diploma students...
the starting of another SEMESTER is right behind the doorstep!!
so be prepared for it!!

personally i am quite happy!!
because holiday is just too boring to me...
nothing special..just like normal days..
compare to school days...when i can still giggling with my friends and having guts of fun although i have to travel everyday to school...

I love my college life...much much more than my secondary school life...
much more interesting and fresh to me,,,
meeting lots of people from other places and learning in a new environment...
how about you?
hope it will be more interesting in my 2nd sem!!
haha...

Oct 7, 2006

It's Just AnoTher Boring DAy!!

life is so mediocre, to me...
everyday seems like just another boring to me...
everyday work work work...after work, play play play...play what?what else i play?online games?nah!!PS?nah!!wrong guesses...
come on...
guess...
still can't geT?okok...
it is my piano...what to have a look?haha...if i am not mistaken, i ahve uploaded it somewhere...

then tv showtime!!follow by dinner...online...sleep time!!!
everyday the same routine is repeated, again and again...monotonously...
what is the use of HOLIDAY if the those days are going to be like this?
no point!

Oct 5, 2006

Chinese Name's Fault

Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan?

Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.

Caller: No, I want to speak to Annie Wan!

Operator: You are talking to someone! Who is this?

Caller: I'm Sam Wan (someone) And I need to talk to Annie Wan! It's urgent.


Operator: I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?

Caller: Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan that our brother Noel Wan ( no one ) was involved in an accident. Noel Wan got injured and now Noel Wan is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan is on his way to the hospital.

Operator: Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!

Caller: You are so rude! Who are you?


Operator: I'm Saw Lee. (sorry)

Caller: Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!


Remark: I wonder when will this conversation end...

Hey guys, this is how you should treat your girlfriend!

Ladies, if your boyfriend doesn't treat you like this, Then send it to them or print it out and send it to em'. And if you dont got a man, make sure you find one that will treat you like this! This is really sweet! Aww!


Put your arms around her waist and whisper in her ear


Make her feel wanted every chance you get


Hold her close when she's cold


When you are alone hold her close and kiss her



Kiss her on the tip of her nose
(it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them)


While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she
will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin and kiss her lightly


When she complains that her neck/ shoulders hurts massage it for her


When people diss her stand up for her


Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her


Lay down under the stars and out her head on your chest so
she can listen to the steady beat of your heart,
Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she
rests her eyes and listens to you

Oct 4, 2006

ReaLitY VS ImaGinaTioN

Reality is always so real,as it does...REAL+ITY
Inversely...
Imagination deals with Imagine...or in further, it deals with what we dream to possess...

As we all know, human being is just a greedy creature...that we never feel satisfied with what we have and always asks for more...

There is a saying : When you dream high You fall high
this is incredibly revealed by the truth that many people turn out to be disappointed whenever their dreams are not FULFILLED....
so be sure that whenever you dream it, make sure you try your best to work it out...
Undoubtly,me as a normal homosapien, have my very own dream and yet, dreams to be fulfilled...
dreaming is just a wasteful activity if you never think of how to achieve it...
so MAKE YOUR DREAM COMES TRUE
straight to the point now...
my dream is to be...
a pianist....not a teacher, but a performer, writer...who writes his or her own music...
have you every heard of Maksim Mrvica?
if you hadn't,just see my blog...you can straight away have a view of him...
he turns out to be so famous ever since his 2nd album was released...
and YES, his album comes with the name:
THE PIANO PLAYER
his 1st album is GESTURE...but it is not promoted nationwide so maybe not many people know about him...

Maksim, is my first and foremost idol...not any singer but a pianist...
so I hope one day I can be a pianist...this dream has started to emerge since I am still small...
and to be a famous pianist, many things it may seems invisible to the public...

effort+luck=success

ever heard of this equation?it is not only applied to this, but everything you do...
so one must have the effort=basics+techniques+interpretation+performance+analisation
luck=the chances of winning a contract or any financial support
effort comes with hard work...Practice makes perfect!so practice, practice, practice, practice and practice...
there is no shortcut to achieve success...everybody must bear that in mind...
pianists and famous composers are not success in time of one day or one month...but many many years of commitment and enthusiasm that we may not know...
they may have practice at most 24hours per day but who knows...
as to me,I admit that I only practice 1-2hours per day, sometimes even none...for a diploma student, this may sounds insufficient, and honestly i think i am...
so I asked myself: can i make this dream come true?
my answer is no...except I push myself harder and harder...

i signed up for a piano competition which will be held in the month of November...and now, is in the early October...maybe you will think: Nah!!!still go lots of time...don't need to practice so much...but yet i realised i have to start to work hard right now...

SeconD ChapTer>>>>>

all Of us are normal being...we tend to PROCRASTINATE...and we will never work out the things to be done until the last minute...I wonder why this will be the philosophy of LIFE!

starting from now...i try my utmost best to give my best performance at the day of audition..BUT..still i am not practicing hard because lately i am busy with my work...and help my mom to do her work...haiz...

this is the REALITY...

i have to spare my time to practice more...and in a smart way too...SMART?

actually I don't know whether it works or not...but what is wrong if I try it that way?

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.
Daniel: That's a great plan. In fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..

DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4:
They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12:
Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House..
Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..


DAY 14:
They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily." Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something .

DAY 28:
They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:
11:37 pm
Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game ...
Daniel: I'm tired. Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..
Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.
Daniel: Wait for me...

20 minutes later... a stranger approched Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is
critical in the hospital ........


11:57pm
The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.
Jasmine read the letter which says : Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game..
&
before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend
for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

"Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that
we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me


Then the clock strikes 12
Daniel's heart stop pumping>>>THEN IT WAS THE 30th
DAY...
A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question,
goto the padi field and choose the biggest padi andcome back. But the rule is:
you can go throughtthem only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go through first row, he sawone big padi, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.

Later,when he finished more than half of the padi field,he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and
he regreted. So, he ended upwent back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person...."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked.

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn andcome back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot
turn back to pick."

The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when hereach the middle of the field, he has picked onemedium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back acorn.... you
look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one youget.... this is marriage."

Actually this is very true...and what
a brilliant way that this teacher can explain to the student so
well!!
The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LUREhim;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If uLove him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u areTROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don'tTRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If heSCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot beTRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he isGENTLEMAN

Oct 3, 2006

Because of recent abductions

in daylight hours, refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation...

This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children,
everyone you know.

It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in.

1 . Tip from Tae Kwon Do:

The elbow is the strongest point on your body.
If you are close enough to use it, do!

2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans .

If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse,

DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM.

Toss it away from you....

chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse.

RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!

3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car,

kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy.

The driver won't see you, but everybody else will.
This has saved lives.

4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping, eating, working, etc., and just sit (doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc.
DON'T DO THIS!)

The predator will be watching you, and this is the perfect opportunity for him to get in on the passenger side, put
a gun to your head, and tell you where to go.

AS SOON AS YOU GET INTO YOUR CAR,

LOCK THE DOORS AND LEAVE.

a. If someone is in the car with a gun to your head

DO NOT DRIVE OFF,

repeat:

DO NOT DRIVE OFF!

Instead gun the engine and speed into anything, wrecking the car.
Your Air Bag will save you.
If the person is in the back seat they will get the worst of it.
As soon as the car crashes bail out and run.

It is better than having them find your body in
a remote location.

5 . A few notes about getting into your car in a parking lot, or parking garage:

A.) Be aware:

look around you,
look into your car, at the passenger side floor, and in the back seat

B..) If you are parked next to a big van, enter your car from the passenger door.

Most serial killers attack their victims by pulling them into their vans while the women are attempting to get into their cars.

C..) Look at the car parked on the driver's side of your vehicle,
and the passenger side.

If a male is sitting alone in the seat nearest your car, you may want to walk back into the mall, or work, and get a guard/policeman
to walk you back out.

IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)

6. ALWAYS take the elevator instead of the stairs.

(Stairwells are horrible places to be alone and the perfect crime spot. This is especially true at NIGHT!)

7. If the predator has a gun and you are not under his control,

ALWAYS RUN!


The predator will only hit you (a running target) 4 in 100 times; And even then, it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ.

RUN,

Preferably !
in a zig -zag pattern!

8. As women, we are always trying to be sympathetic:

STOP .

It may get you raped, or killed.

Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking, well educated man, who ALWAYS played on the sympathies of unsuspecting
women.

He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often asked "for help" into his vehicle or with his vehicle, which is when he abducted
his next victim.

9. Another Safety Point:

Someone just told me that her friend heard a crying baby on her porch the night before last, and she called the police because it was late and she thought it was weird.

The police told her

"Whatever you do, DO NOT open the door."

The lady then said that it sounded like the baby had crawled
near a window, and she was worriedthat it would crawl to the street and get run over.

The policeman said, "We already have a unit on the way, whatever you do, DO NOT open the door."

He told her that they think a serial killer has a baby's cry recorded
and uses it to coax women out of their homes thinking that someone dropped off a baby.

He said they have not verified it, but have had several calls by women saying that they hear baby's cries outside their doors when they're home alone at night.

Oct 1, 2006

So sooRRy...

sorry for making you all having a hard time to read my blog...
pity you...

so from now on!!
i will be very vert concious in picking the font colour...
sorry ya,,,i don't really mean it~~

so how is my new blog?
hmm...i did lots of stuffs...to make it more appealing...perhaps you will think that is kind of messy nad unreadable...
picking a new template and music...
adding a chat box and extra features...
it is interesting too...to work with the html...or in long, hypertext markup language(if i didn't remember it wrongly...)
i am interested with the html...
from how to create a template to web page...
but so far no one knows,i mean my friends...

not forgetting to say thanks to my dear friend...mr derrick...haha,,
he is the one who teach me all these stuffs...for i know nothing about that beforehand!!
hey!!!
mr derrick!!look!your name is here!!
haha...don't forget to read my blog ok?

Sep 28, 2006

So ConFuSing!!

hmm...it have been 10days...I Broke up

if he didn't suddenly bump to me with a sms...
perhaps I have forgotten him...
few days lately I am quite happy although without him...

since he had been so Annoying...
i had decided not to sms him anymore...

just then...few minutes ago...
i received one NEW MESSAGE...
unexpectedly...it was from him...
I am thinking: what he wants this time?

he asked:did you still keep my number in your friends and family list?do you angry on me?

"what the heck is this?why he still wants to know am i angry or not if he had been so annoying!?"

just cant understand him at all...

Sep 27, 2006

hihi!!!everybody...

how is everybody doing?
hmm..anyway just wish you all happy always no matter what unhappy events which have been happened to you...

so Am i here...once again..to write a little about myself, bit by bit, byte by byte...
hmm..dont you think it sounds odd?(i mean byte by byte...perhaps i just cant pull off myself from BITA..so called BUSINESS INFORMATION & TECHNOLOGY)

it has been days since i broke up with SomeOne...you will know who if you read my previous, previous, previous and previous blogs...hehe...how many "previous" are there?anybody here can help me count it?
OoPS..just kidding...i wonder why am i acting so Mischievous lately...

Good news over here!!
i have totally recovered from my "sickness" which i have been struggling with for past few days...perhaps it is just too few for you...but it is ample enough for me ...for i have been spending tanks and tanks of tears...do you believe it?

hmm...
errr...arrr

actually not that much..just bleeding...

Sep 26, 2006

SomeOne...

someOne...you should be familiar with...
i don't want to talk about someone's name
can you get my point here???

well...i don't know the reason why I would get along with someOne...
someOne is just so annoying...
before we Started our "linking"...we were friends,more exactly close friends...we talked about everything...from the stars in the sky to the ants on the road...someOne has showed more concern that made me felt that SomeOne can be my SomeOne...

perhaps someOne is just himself, who is so annoying at the very first place but i didn't realise until the last minute...
whoever someOne feels he or she is irritating, soMeOne will treat them in a bad way...

After we Broke up:
Obviously I am one of the members in the "Irritating" category...
thus, SomeOne treats me like whom in the same category...
at First i thought we can be like the old times when we talk aBout everything...but the outcome is always much much more disappointing..

whenever i Sms SomeOne, SomeOne will ask me in such a way:

...why you so free geh?you not very busy de meh?go find your friends and chat la...chat with a "fai chai" like me will only waste your time!!..

everybody who read this...if someone tells you in such way...what you will do?the very first impression is...he is not welcoming..

but SomeOne did say this everytime I sms SomeOne...again and again...
sometimes i wonder won't SomeOne feels so tired of repeating the same verse..
when i think of SomeonE's words...I found that it is very true...after all these while..i have spent so much time on this SomeOne who himself Said He's a FAI CHAI...so from now on...i wil try not to waste my time on him anymore since my existence is no more to be appreciated or welcomed...

perhaps I should say: why Shall I???




Sep 21, 2006

DaTinG is Not Fun As YoU ThouGht

it has been 2days away from the day I broke up with him...
today is the 3rd day...

still I feel sudden sadness...when I thought of it...
moreover now is holiday...the more time I will have...
i try hard to keep myself busy all the time
but still I cant control my tears from welling in my eyes

haiz...
it is true that getting into boy-girl relationship is not that fun as you may think
it may be sweet while you are with your honey but when you break up, everything will have 720° changes...
it is cruel...the same day you may have lots of sweety honey times but when this word cones out from either ones' mouth...
everything is totally indifferent...

one of my friends told me:the one who suggested to break normally will be bad guy or girl...
it is not proven until i really experienced it on my own

I, as the bad girl who suggested to break up...
but deep inside my heart, i still feel pain...
I don't know why he would have angry of me...but i know i have been hurting him much...
perhaps he thinks that I have been fooling him all these days...
or because I have started the relationship then i cut it off again...
I admitted that I am selfish...
I could have think about it very seriously before i started with him...
even if we are friends...he still cares about me but after we broke up
i am not sure whether can we be friends again...
he used to be part of my life...but now he is not anymore
it is my mistake...
but i cant undo it anymore and i was the one who decides the ending to be like that
so i should have no regret about it...

Sep 19, 2006

A meMory To be MesMerised

19 september 2006 Rainny day

Today evening has been raining cats and dogs...
I watched Underworld Revolution too...
and the most important event of today is...
i broke up with my first love..

Undeniably, I was so down...
hurt too...for i have been hurting him much...
if only i didn't start all these...

i can't even imagined everything was so fast...
just 41days
today i asked my mom(whom i have told him about my boyfriend before hand)to go out with him on thursday(5th time going out with him)
then my mom bumped this question to me:do you really want to get real with him?

ahhha...the secret that i didn't tell her is that i have been started with him a month ago...

first time we had a tea...
2nd time we went for a lunch...
3rd time we went for luch as well...the day we first held hands(too bad my dad saw us..soon my mom knew that and questioned me..but that time i only told them he is just my friend.)
4th time we went to times square..have a formal date...(secretly i told my mom that i was going with my secondary friends)
the day we had lots of fun...and that day we first kissed...

sometimes after school i will hang around at the handphone shop to see him...

but today everything just turned up to be sad...everything was so fine until i asked my mom's permission to go out with him...
and now i am here...writing and perhaps to have some sweet memories to be mesmerized...
every night around this time...he will be chatting with me but now EVERYTHING WAS NOT THE SAME!!!

The FinaLe...

after 41days...
here is the end of my first love...
31 July 2006 ---- 19 September 2006
yes!it is today...not long from now...

actually how did we start it...i am sort of blur..
but...
i was the one started all these and ruined all by myself...
very sarcastic huh?
indeed..in the end both of us get hurt!
am i too self-centred sometimes?i've been thinking about this from just now
why shall i let this happen?i should have never start this...

i was thinking is it right if i am still lying to my parents?
since i told my mom...she admitted that she was shocked plus down...
she asked me:why do you get him as your boyfriend?he is not high educated,dont he?
(honestly he isn't and he dont even finish his SPM and come all the way to KL from Ipoh to work,and his current career is a sales in a handphone shop...)
she said:even if you want to play with this kind of relationship you should have choose a higher qualification de...at least still a student...
(hmm...talk about play...did i really play this time?i also not sure..but i was the one who said:if you are my boyfriend then i will be song lo...then when he confirmed with me...true or not?i answered yes...
have i answered that wrongly?)

Sep 11, 2006

A SecRet oF MinE

Everybody will have something they didn't hope anybody to know..
so do I,as a normal human being

A Secret that my family know nil about it...but you will know if you read on...

SEcretly i am currently with relationship with a guy
from Ipoh,who come all the way here to work...
He works at the telecommunication shop which is near my house...
His name...cloud
at first we don't know each other...for all those days i only have some dealings with his manager...

Last time I was interested to find a part time job while i am studying...
so i asked the manager whether they want part timer or not...
but this guy, Cloud, got my cell phone number from his manager, without his permission...
he advised me not to work there because some employer-employee's problem...
in the end, i chose another option:work as a part time GC(general clerk at my previous working place)

Since he got my cell phone number...so we started to chat like normal friends...he is funny and caring...although we are just friends...and because his character...i started to have feeling towards him...plus he is not bad looking...

Soon after that...we clicked to each other...and become girl-boy relationship..
both of us didn't expect we will be girlfriend and boyfriend, but it just happened..
maybe this is what people says...fate...
what is that that bring us together....unitl now..it has been a month++we are in realtionship...
but still i didn't tell a word about him to my family

because i am afraid my family will object us...
he is not rich,and not having a stable career(for he says that working in handphone shop will not have bright future...merely selling handphones, prepaids, reload coupons, and services), not finished his spm yet...and he is not planning to study anymore...
all the above qualifications...i think 80%will not satisfy my family...
but we still went out for lunch secretly...
until one day...9 Septemeber 2006
what a coincidence that my dad saw us went to lunch...
for sure he questioned about who is he...but i just lied to them that he is my friend...
do you think i shouldn't act that way?
honestly i dont want to.. it is so hard to keep secret...and the fear that the secret will be uncovered...
so far my official first date with him is success but i lied to my mom that i was going with my secondary friends...
i am planning for another date with him..but should i lie again?
can you tell me?

How LoNG have I been AWay?

it has been a long long time i have not wrote anything on this blog...
how long?i really dont remember...
perhaps half month...or longer...

Hmm...yesterday was definitely a great day for the year...
10-9-2006 Sunday...
for i have been on a official date...with my first boyfriend...
i have mentioned him on my blog...
but it is ok if you dont know him...
his name is cloud...once you look into the sky you will sure find him...
hahaha...just kidding...
but it is true...his name is cloud...
we went to times square...
we went for a movie--little man
that movie is indeed a funny one to me...
perhaps it is funny to you as well..(most probably it is)
we had a great time...having meals together...watching movie together...
and not forgetting
we went to the cosmo park and had our great and marvellous experience there...
lots of excitement...
and it was sweet as well...because my first ride on roller coaster was with him...
we spent almost half day in the shopping complex
after playing in the cosmo park..soon we headed home...

oh ya...almost forgot something...on my way to the times square...we were lost!!haha..for it was my very first time to drive to kl on my own...without parents' guidance...
but luckily he was with me...that is why i was not scared...

on the way home...i did the same mistake again...went into the wrong direction but i managed to get back to the right track very fast...

Overall it was a pretty pleasant day...to be with him...

Sep 1, 2006

A NatiOnal CeLebRation...

hoho...do you know what is our grand celebration on 31st of August?

if you are MALAYSIAN,you should have know it....

ever since Malaya had gained its independence in the year of 1957
the day 31st August have been the most significant celebration all over the states..
no matter what kind of races,what ages, or sexes you are,
everybody celebrate this very annual celebration all together..for we have been freed from the rule of Western power...with the co-operation of the Malay,Chinese and Indian...

this year,2006 is the 49th celebration of the Independence Day...
however i have never been to any countdown celebration at any stadiums or shopping complexes..
THIS YEAR is the same as well...
and that's is the reason why i cane feel the mood of celebrating...
it seems like just another normal day or boring day(to be more specific)

the National Day's Eve, I was on the line...not the telephone line but online...
chatting with friends perhaps countdown at msn but still
i cant feel the heat of the grand celebration
how pity!!

some of my friends went to the sungai wang to countdown
suppose there will be lots of crowd
so i didn't go with them...

hmm...the conclusion is 30th and 31st of August just the normal days to me but because of this special day we manage to hve one day of holiday...
at last rest at home...

Aug 20, 2006

Shall I Say It's HOrrifying?

Saturday,19th of August,Cloudy day

As usual,i have my piano lesson and chinese orchestra meeting today...
at the end of the day, i was just so exhausted...since i am travelling back and fro

after the meeting at school, i made up my mind to go home earlier
my lenses was making me damn discomfort...
maybe it was just over its usage life
haha...

on the way home, a huge bus were getting so near of me...and i was aware of it...
i was on the fast lane...and the bus just merged from the first lane to the middle lane and sticking damn near to me!for sure i tried my utmost best to avoid from being molested...and at the same time kept an eye on my right...whoosh!!damn dangerous!
at the mere moment..my mind was just blank...

but the lucky part is nothing happened to me...i am really thank god...but i didnt tell my parents even a word about it...
just dont want them to worry...

i told myself once again...don't ever speed so fast, and hopefully i wont get into such risky circumstances again...never ever but the truth is---who knows?

nowadays the newspapers are reporting on those bus accidents...now i personally experienced why these things will happen...just look at the attitude of the bus drivers
that's the main cause of the accidents...
what a disappoinment!!

Aug 11, 2006

When is it your turn??

It has been a long wait..
i am kind of tired...but still i have to wait...
because i have no choice...

ever since my blacky days...
i have been suffering much...no matter what time i will have my class
still,i have to wake up early in the morning and manage myself to get to my school area before 8am and get myself a legal parking place...

may be you will be wondering...
what do i mean by legal parking place...
before the tyres puncture incidents...i used to go to school half an hour earlier to my school...and parked my car around the housing areas (which maybe specify into the illegal parking place)

Everything went on so fine...until the month of July...my car tyres was pricked and that's why it will puncture.it happened twice and my dad asked me not to park at that area again...
that's why i have to go all the way waking up early in the morning and going to school

This has Happened to ease my current situation..
in the month of August, 7th,at last my car sticker is issued and now i am legally allowed to enter the school area with my car...hmm...
it is a good bargain...with 20bucks
we may enter the school compound without having to travel on legs at great distance if we park our cars outside the school...

and now...almost everyday i dont have to rush to school because i can drive in to the nearest parking place and go to the class with much pleasure...i am really happy...

Aug 7, 2006

Motorola V360

Perhaps you know what am i talking about if only you are not from ice age...
haha...well well...
that is the model i bought on may...
before my course commencement day...

so now it is past 3months but my handphone was dropped thrice...if i am not mistaken...
dont congratulate me if you are not cold blooded...

as expected, my speaker was spoilt....luckily someone told me to get it fixed during the warranty period..(the someone is the one i talked about in the Perhaps Playboy post)
everything went so smooth...
the manager(from the shop i bought this from) helped me to send to the factory...luckily he didn't ask me why was it spoilt...then at that time..maybe i will lie...hoho...
but he is just ok..nice enough....then i came across with him more frequent...haha...a new friend...
then i knew another sales in the same shop...hmm..he is just cute...hehe...(dont you know i prefer cute guy rather than handsome guy...)
cloud...in the sky ...that is his name...
we sms quite frequent then slowly...slowly...i think i am kind of fond of him...he is just caring enough...

hmm..so from a fixing a hp to knowing two guys..not a bad deal after all...dont you think so?

Aug 4, 2006

Pirates----What is playing in your mind?

If you ever watched Pirates of the Caribbean...
surely you wil eagerly hope to watch the next episod...

and you are right...
It is Pirates of the Caribbean Two
The Dead Man Chest

It has been a hit in the cities...
no matter where you are....Malaysia....UK...or overseas...
everybody is so enthusiastic to watch it...
for sure, (look at Here!!!!)
i am another supporter here....

it was just a nice and brilliant idea to have the 1st episod to be shown on the tv...
and for sure, Me, cant miss this golden opportunity!!!(perhapsonce in a lifetime)
may be you will say,...Ceh...the tv stations sure will show it again,again,again,again,again,and again...
and (with my both hands and legs)i totally support this fact...
whether it is again on the same tv station or maybe they sell to another station and the other station will show it again...

but it is just the timing to watch the 1st episod and continue with the 2nd episod....
hmm...
at first, on a saturday night, my cousin nd her boy friend was planning to watch a movie at night...
so she asked my brother and i whether we want to come along or not...
without hesitating...i said a yes,with certainty...
how can i ever miss this show....
then we headed to the curve...the cathay...but the pirates and the other movie were fast sold out...and the midnight shows were not our choices...
so we decided to have a look at 1 u as well since the curve and 1u are pretty near to each other...

we managed to get into the parking lots and parked the car.and went to GSC(if ia m not mistaken)
the same situation took place as well...the tickets were sold out...even the gold class...(i am wondering even the gold class tickets were swiped although the price is far far more expensive....)
whoa....so can i say that people are too hungry for this!!!wakakaka!!!!

in the end
no movie was watched but just driving around..hahah...and unluckily we stuck in the traffic jam...(damn it!!)
i want to sleep also cannot....

so my bro and i decided to watch it the next day at the nearest cinema...summit(at selayang)!!!

haha...at last MIssion Accomplished!!!we managed to buy tickets for two with the middle seats!!!(what a strategic place it would be!!)

here comes my comment...
personally...i prefer the 1st episod's storty line...i just cant explain why..but i just have that kind of feeling...
but for the 2nd episod...it is far more entertaining...with the Character-Jack Sparrow(he is just a guy of humour...who ever did all these funny stunts in the movie...especially the part where he was facing death...(not forgetting to mention to be GRILLED.....hehe...anybody want some Barbeque?)hoho....
and the scene where they are all trying to get the chest's key...(that is another interesting part that it is totally unforgetable...

the 2nd episod fills with laughters and tensions...
nobody will know what will happen to them...because of the brand new character...(arghhh...just forget what is his or more appropriately its name...just a monster..without its heart...)
and the ending part is the main attraction...everybody will be thinking about what will happen to jack sparrow...but it is not told until the pirates 3 will be out...but i deeply believed that Jack Sparrow will not die and he managed to kill the Octopuss(perhaps it is a octopuss or it is not?another name belongs to that humongous creature...)

but what actually the 3rd episod will tell us?
nobody knows unless it is told...

hope you can add some comments...

Aug 2, 2006

Hooray!!!

hehe...at last i got my very own streamyx at home...

the contractors had claimed that my area will have streamyx coverage very soon(in few week time--the latest)
at first i am wondering can their words be trusted?(because my friends who live in kepong claims that there is still no coverage...after years of waiting....)
he wanted so much to have one but just cant

indeed the truth proves that they are right...
can you imagine how happy am i?i am just over the moon...
hoho...after lots of troubles...at last i succeeded...

so soon after that...
i will be a grat blogger...
haha...who knows..(but pity me!!nobody is so free to check it out!!huhuhu....)

Entitled

if you ever come across this song...
here it goes...

when i open my eyes, i try to see but i am blinded by the white light
and i dont know how, and i dont know why
i am lying here tonight
an i cant stand the pain, and i cant make it go away
now i cant stand the pain, no matter i cant erase the things that i have done
no i cant..

(chorus)
how could this happen to me
i have made my mistakes, i got no way to run
life goes on and it is not fading away
i am sick of this life an di just want ot scream
how could this happen to

everybody screaming i try to make it sounds like no one hears me
i am sleeping on the edge
i am dying by this dread
i know this not gonna over again
now i cant try to hold
on to the time when nothing matters and i cant explain

Chorus

actually this song has its own meaning in it
if you really read them...it is actually about a guy who was involved in an accident and he later found that himself was lying in the hospital

and this guy regret what he had done..maybe he was the one who cause the accident to happen

another message that the producer want to convey is that life is precious...
and to the drivers all ove the countries...
be careful when you are on the road and dont ever did something that endangering your life as well as others

A terriBle shock To all The TarcianS!

If you are aware enough of the latest news...
you must have noticed that on saturday night,
a terrible robbery had took place at wangsa maju...

and Yes...the victim of this robbery is from TARC...
Accounting student year one like me....
Perhaps you wont be expect we were from the same class as well...

but too bad if you didn't expect it...
another Yes is for this...
we Were indeed the same tutorial class...

what kind of feeling that may Encountering all the classmates?

honestly i did hear the news that a Tarcian was been robbed and was died after bleeding badly...but i never ever think that this kind of things would ever happen to my classmate...

it is totally out of the blue!!!
undeniably, I felt a sudden grief...how could the God would ever let this guy died?
is it it is his fate?but why will it be him?why?

although there are too many things we can't even expect

and i Started to wonder when will i die in the future?
will i end up like him in such a unwanted way?
whatever it is...i learn that life is so precious yet fragile...like the glass
no matter how, i should try to appreciate what the God have give me...
treasure my precious moments in life with my family, friends....

just in case one day, out of the blue, something unwanted incident or accidemt happen to me, i will not have any regret...and i try to enjoy my life to the fullest...

suddenly this poem flash through my mind...

tommorrow, tommorrow, and tomorrow
creep from this petty pace from day to day
to the last syllabus of ...
(that's what i may recall from the form 1 poem collection)

Life may be slow and full of sorrow after a death of a beloved one...
but we dont ever take our life easily...
never ever commit suicide...because somebody may want to live so much but in contrary there are others who may want to end up his or her life

in this mishap, he may be wanted so much to live but the God of Death wanted him so much and took his life...
so dont think negatively...and keep yourself happy everyday
because no matter you happy or not, you must live on...

Jul 26, 2006

PLeaSE Don't Treat Me Like That...!!!

Ever Since TM company is promoting the Streamyx Broadband....
i am just so anticipated to have one...

indeed, i did apply for one...
everything went go so well and i didnt expect that This Could ever happen...

As usual...the contractors went to my house and set out everything i needed in order to online with Streamyx...then only he told me...my computer don't have the NIC cards...if you ever come across this word..

NIC or in long, network interface card, is an adapter card for a computer to work in a network...
so i went to a computer shop and got it installed...
it costs me 75bucks....
75bucks...

but soon after that, he insisted that my computer is not having the ADSL signal...oh my....he tried to adjust the telephone line and checked what actually the problem that underlies...in the end, he failed to do so and he told me that telekom people will come and have a look...

two weeks past....
but the TELEKOM people is not seen yet...
so i decided to call up to him and confirm with him....
the next day, he came to check again..still no signal...
he told me perhaps my area is not under streamys coverage....
in short there is no streamyx service for me...
huhuhu....why?why this will happen?
but he told me that perhaps in few weeks time(latest), TM company will upgrade their services...

FEW weeks(latest by)
that is what they said but my friends too are not having Streamyx service at their areas as well...
after few years time...
hmm...few weeks?few years?few decades?few millennium?
in short...it is IN FUTURE....

Jul 19, 2006

When JOY tuRns Into DisAppoiNtment

Let's have a diary entry...

here it goes....

9th of July...cloudy day...

Today was the TT night...if you know...
at first i was so enthusiastic to go since my friends were going....
at the same day...the tmnet contractor was coming to get my modem installed and activation to be done...

haha...since my computer was bought in the year of 2002(whoa!!so old le!!!!ya, indeed it is)
so there is no NIC installed in the chassis...
so he asked me to get one at the same day...so that he may tried to check out the signal...
the NIC or more appropriately Network Interface Card or Network Card... costs me 75bucks including the installation fee.

not only it costs me 75bucks but costs me few hours and ended up i was terribly late to get to the school...and after i was on the road, i found out that my ticket was not with me!
i am in great disappoinment...after such a rush to get myself bathed
it seems like the God also dont want me to go..

in the end, i decided not to go.my mom was mumbling non stop because she was so worried i will be involving in accident in such a rush...

but the next day...my friends showed me all their pictures with all the celebrities....
like Superstar Top 10..and famous song producer...

haiz...what to do...i cant even reverse to the past and get everything right...so just have to accept the consequences of my own decisions

TerriBly BlaCky DAysLAtely!!!

Perhaps I did annoy anybody else without my realise...
or Perhaps it is just some sort of JERKS some anonymous play on me....

Whatever it is...I only can say I am indeed very Unlucky....

last two weeks...i parked my car at the housing area...if i am not mistaken, it was thursday...

the second day when i checked on my car tyre...to my surpise...the left front tyre was punctured...luckily i didn't go to school on the next day..
for sure I took it to the shop and got it fixed...and the mechanic told me that it was did on purpose...pricked by a needle...that should be COOL enough...How GENEROUS the person is...

END of the First CHAPTER...

here comes the SECOND CHAPTER...

again the last week...the same day....i parked my car around the same housing area again and the next day...my car tyre was punctured as well...this time is the right front wheel....the same thing i did was brought to the same shop..and they told me most probably was done by the MR. GENEROUS....spent me 15bucks man...

2times 15bucks is 30bucks...
i can buy another reload card....haiz...

so my dad told me not to park there again... and the consequence is everyday i have to got up early in the morning and reach the school around 8am or before 8am to get a strategic parking place near TARC...

HAIZ....really really annoying..even when i have lecture at 10am but i still have to reach school by 8am...

if you are me,what will you feel?

Jul 17, 2006

A PLayBoy Perhaps

2nd o f july...
perhaps you will know what is happening in times square...
ya...if you know
it is the i want to be model audition...
hmm...at first i am thinking about how about just try my luck there...?
since i will not lose anything right?
however...
opportunity cost of going to the contest--ice- skating plan...
so i chose to go for ice-skating...
everything was pretty well..
but so shame i fell down in front of the entrance door...
and unexpectedly all this was saw by a expert....perhaps a more pro player...
and what he did was just laughing at me....


feel so shame....and he was so foolish...
but in the end he did voluntering himself to teach me....maybe just a so called teaching...
quite nice to have some one to hold on...safe and cool....sure wont fall down...
for sure i held on his hand....no special feeling..just feel fun.
wakakak....then this guy i know nothing of him....
but we did exchange our hp...
first week after that...he called that frequent... perhaps courting....perhaps just fooling shit around...
and the conclusion is
just fool around
i am kind of disappointed....perhaps it is just merely disappointment...

Jun 30, 2006

AN AcciDent!!

Why Am i So Bad LUck lately????

Haiz...my CAr just Bumped to the wall...
really a great Shock!!!

then only i realised it is in klac 1
that's why...

and my dadDy is the Last who Drove The CAr....!!!

luckily the Car still can move
only the front light was in damage.
or else i would have been absent from the school...

dark...dark...dark..damn dark....
and the same evening
it was raining cats and dogs...
thank god...it didn't break down in the middle of the road!!!

unExpectedly the second day...
the car was in problems...
aiyoyo...that saturday i still have to go for piano class and chinese orchestra meeting....
then how?
no how...just got to take public transport...

and at the same saturday night
i was planning to go for a wedding dinner....
but in the end...
i just missed it..
and i felt so terrible as if i was the one who made this plan fail...

because i failed to get home at the right time...
and then
my mom have to come and pick me up...
the process takes time and money for sure....
haiz...why am i so lousy!!!

and

Jun 9, 2006

InDifferent Experience...

how should i start this????
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100% completed...

here it goes...
from an outing....
a karaoke outing...
i just came across with a guy named Davy....with surname Bey....
(i am just thinking will he be looking at this page?)
actually it doesn't really matter....
this guy just kind of different..
first time in my life i know anyone with overseas DNA+MALaysia DNA...
the outcome is him....
honestly he don't really look like a german...
just got to know he is from Hamburg....Germany...
but just from his style of fashion...he is just like those overseas boys....
trying to act mature huh?just kidding...
but it looks nice...

Misery Day!!!

Ist day of schooling...with the tutorials..
indeed it was so disappointed...
what i Did?
i ...i...(paiseh to say)went into the wrong Class room...for the BITA...
in PA block Or block Q?
i also dont know...but i went for the one at block Q...
haiz....i ended up realising the fact that i am an alien in the class at the end of the one hour in the computer lab!!!
haiz....how Could This Happen!!!and this brought me a zero for the attendance in the tutorial class...
it is not a big deal if only they won't bar us the exam if we fail to attend tutorials twice or more....
but
luckily enough my friend and i met up the tutor, Ms Chew...
and she is so kind and she helped us to tick our attendance
moreover she did try her utmost best to squeeze us in her class so that we won't miss anything,...
deep from my heart..
i love her so much...
Ich Liebe dich...

but
but
but
there is one thing i would like to highlight here....
that day i got to know two new friends in my group...
all three of us are the big head prawn...
going into the wrong class...
Alien....haha...and now three aliens just get to be so well...
not bad huh?getting a close friend or more after that incident...
thank god...
haha...
just so happy to know them...
3 Big Head Prawns...

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